i lost a friend

after break up.......
almost 1 month we didnt talk to each other.....
1 word oso dun have.......
why will like tat?.....
am i too active?
make ppl feel so uncomfortable??....
make her so angry or wat.......
anybody can tell me??.........
i am so sad........
we cant do back best friend again.......
u blame me again.......u knw?
u say can do back friend d.........
u say tis before........
but why u all escaping from me?.......
am i a monster??............
wat should i do??............
u make me so sad........i dun knw wat to do.........
i juz wan to make back friend........
tis is oni wat i wan............
really cant do back friend???.........
seem we are not at the same world.......
my world and urs are different right?......
u are a prefect......
but i am oni a student who reading in chong hwa indepandent high school........
u tell me tat prefect cant fall in love........
u change so much...........so much............
i cant believe u are so cruel.........
i cant understand ...........
i hope we can do back best friend..........
God Please Bless me!!!!.......